Friday, February 25, 2011
i want to drink KOI BADLY , who can buy for me please ?
i'm so pressurize this few days . upcoming sports day ; cheer leading cum creating dance step for
campfire performances . common test over , but neh the result was up to my expectations . i should work hard . i should put aside my problem and find myself motivation to work harder and strive for the best .
i feel so lonely IN MY OWN CLASS . people have their own cliques . been going home ALONE .
everything i'm ALONE . can i go for a counselling session ? my school is so pressurizing . i really
regret going to that school , i feel so left out and here i'm crying .
why can we be last time , everyone don't understand me . i'm smiling outside but crying inside . i'm suffering ALONE . i'm so ALONE . i don't want to disappoint my parent nor make them worry for me
let me bear all the pain on my own ~
Friday, February 18, 2011
i feel so sad right now . i don't want to go to school . my school was too hard for me .
i regret choosing **** as my school . everything so hight standard . i don't know whether
i can cope ? i really need to buck up or else i'll be retain . ok thats for now .
Thursday, February 03, 2011
how i wish i can lie on bed of roses free from any stress .
school have been chaotic this days , homework pilling up . grades was just another unmotivated
fact . class ? was just another major stuff which screwed my brain . i need motivation like how i was 2n2 . it seems i just to have depend on my own . i was planning my future when ITE struck my brain .
i don't really have the confident in passing my N levels because of maths . now i'm in sec 3 i can't really cope with all the sums or maybe i'm not putting effort .
i really hate being slow learner because they really need to put extra effort in oder to succeed . fast
learner can capture what is being taught . slower learner what a life . to sum up this post I'M A SLOWER LEARNER THUS I NEED TO PUT EXTREME EXTRA EFFORT .
Saturday, January 22, 2011
hey i'm back - school was been very bad for me ; choatic month
- physical training was the worst after a 2 month of break ; limbs breaking
- new subjects ? squeezing my brain out .
- new teachers ? i can't take it .
- new friends ? nahh not use to them
- new junior ? BIGBIG smile to them .
- new handphone ? ahhh , hard to use touchscreen ; frist timer
- new laptop ? ok , trying to handle it .
- meet someone new ? yesyes , fated . freaking 5 month gone now his back !
- homeowork ? tons of it !
- eyebag ? panda eyes .
- moodswing ? everyday .
- what i want ? end this year with a good result .
Sunday, December 26, 2010
hey i'm back . OK ridiculous . been so buzzy this few days .emm , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALFA , which fells on the 23 of December.
on that same day i attend a family dinner , which is a complete as in with all
my family member at Bali Thai . OK i'm growing fatter . ate alot , with double
rice serving .
ohyah brother bought new handphone (AGAIN) * jealous face . Is not worth
buying expensive stuff for someone who does not know how to take care of
it (: eve of Christmas have been rotting all day long , thus my body gain weight
and i growing sideways instead of growing upwards . so on the Christmas went
to my grandma house and had tons of fun .
i have been wondering weather should i get a twitter, tumbler & formspring . i am
afraid that i won't be able to update it . next year i'm sec 3 so it will be a chaotic year
for me, thus won't have much time updating those stuffs . ohyah mother have been
complaining that her she is having neck pain , i hope she won't get high blood
pressure . so till now avid reader ^^ i still can't upload pictures because of my laptop
i want to drink KOI BADLY , who can buy for me please ?
